a spotless home is a happy home

today just seemed to have escaped me. i'm in the middle of month 3. the time was homesickens stricks the hardest. i was in a funk all day for no apparent reason. i spent the morning watching my favorite korean soap opera "love's pinwheel". managed to throw a load of laundry in and then found myself in bed again. this time watching "braveheart". what in the hell was i thinking. thankfully my laundry ended and i forced myself to get up and turn off the awlful movie. i was only like 40 minutes into it. mel gibson sucks. my question is what was up with the mullet-esque hair styles. especially when he was younger. he had two rat tails on either side of his head and was wearing a burlap sack. i've seen better costumes at a high school play. i'm just glad i didn't watch the whole thing. the other night i watched the unaired pilot of "buffy the vampire slayer". it was pretty interesting. they had a completely different willow. this one was fat and couldn't act. its a good thing they booted that actress. it was definitely a trip seeing some of the things they changed from the pilot to the actual series. i definitely recommend any buffy fans to find this pilot and watch it. after breaking away from the bad mel gibson movie i threw myself into cleaning my apartment. i must say its amazing how messy one person can be. i guess it would help if i kept up on the cleanning but i don't. it looked like a small tornado came whirling through my pad. nevertheless after a couple hours of cleaning it is not spotless. lets see how long i can keep it this way. i give it one day. i really do hate cleanning. i should look into getting a maid. wouldn't that be something.