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deery-lou.
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sweets, seeds, & sunnyd—the three s's from hell. it's official. i am addicted to sunnyd. why is it so damn delicious. it reminds me of tang. another fake flavored orange drink high in sugar. i loved tang as a child. we only got it as a special treat. there is something so wrong about sunnyd yet i can't stop drinking it. i finished a 2qt container in less than a day. is that bad? will sunnyd make me fat? if i mix it with cereal is that a fortified breakfast? so many questions unanswered.

sweets. i crave sweet things. it comes in waves. the waves seem to be more frequent lately. perhaps that's why i downed so much sunnyd in such a short amount of time. i try not to keep too many sweets in my apartment. mostly out of fear that i will eat them all in one sitting. the other day i was looking for something sweet. i realized that i had a bag of candies from twain courtesy of misty. not knowing what any of them are i grabbed the one with the picture of green fruit on the front. there's many possibilities for the fruit: green apples, plums, asian pears, etc. who knows really. the candy itself was hard, smooth, and brown. on top was a lightish brown color. perhaps the fruit filling i thought. without thinking twice i popped the asian treasure in my mouth. there was a flavor explosion. the most prominent was that of honey. the other [the fruit filling] tastes like nothing i've experienced before. it wasn't bad, just different. kind of sweet-spicy if you will. anyway...i'm sucking along and it finally reaches the point where i can bite down on it. so i do. the fruit filling is soft and chewy. as i'm chewing i strike something hard. i spit the hard substance out onto my hand to notice that its a seed. you puts a freakin seed in candy. come on! now the questions remains: do i plant the seed or not!

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